I realized so much, what has to change in my life. It is so destroyed by social phobia, false friends, total loneliness, relation to my father , bipolar phases.. over the last 11 years.
Finally on saturday, a happening made me so damn sad inside, I wanted to be dead.
I thought about so many things and I'm willing to change my life in many ways, starting with selling most of my possessions, to feel more free. Also to finally move away from bloody Aachen (looks good on photos, but the people suck badly)
Thanks for your friendly words on my last journal!!
besides from this :
this goes out to all who speak other languages besides english and german. I want to put many strange sentences in my next drawing.
Please help me with this. Especially cool would be local accents !
I hope I can count on my pals from Indonesia, Bolivia,Korea,France, Netherlands, Norway, Sweden, Finland,Italy and so on.
Just think up something weird and add a english translation for me.
Please weird sentences like :" I think my catfish strangled John Wayne with a plastic onion cigarette" (yeah,um, well.....but you get the general idea)
I'm curious now
Sculptures
Ink painting
More IDs for SVZ
Daily Scrap for SVZ
Also the usual stuff like photos, manips and Panda sigs and in some weeks a really big drawing.
I'm member of these clubs:
Feeling better, in some way 
Hope
Devious Comments
ich wollte auch letztes jahr ganz viel zeug loswerden, aber keiner hat es mir abgekauft lol XD
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sometimes we want change so bad but we don't know where to start
that was happening to me during my recent absence. I couldn't figure out what needed to change, but I had the feeling that I needed it. I then realized that my family was dragging me down with their alcoholisms, drug addictions and bad decisions, and i was spending far too much time fixing their mistakes or at least acting as an ear for them to vent and feel better (problem was that they felt better but I felt worse).
At any rate, I feel that in order to make changes last, and to let them make a difference, you can't change too much at once or too much too quickly. Start with one good solid change. Think about it as it takes affect and note how it effects you. Then hold that down and move on to another. This has been helping me so far, so I recomend it.
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In solchen Augenblicken sehe ich immer,
was hinter dem Jäger sich breitet:
nicht etwa die frühwinterliche Landschaft
des Amagi-Berges,
sondern ein verödetes, weißes Flußbett
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Muhahahahaha!
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Suggestions forum: new thank you idea
It's not the
A photo is like a story...but everybody hear different things.
Gerrit
auch wenns viell. schwerfällt, raus aus der bude, ein eis essen und in die sonne setzen
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*You got me switchin on my stars so I can get you
I gotta move on up the sky and do somethin new...*
*tan guapa que eres ciega para esto mirando te en el espejo!*
GINSENG TEA, B*TCHES!!!!!!!!!!
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When I die, I will not see myself die, for the first time.
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