I realized so much, what has to change in my life. It is so destroyed by social phobia, false friends, total loneliness, relation to my father , bipolar phases.. over the last 11 years.

Finally on saturday, a happening made me so damn sad inside, I wanted to be dead.

I thought about so many things and I'm willing to change my life in many ways, starting with selling most of my possessions, to feel more free. Also to finally move away from bloody Aachen (looks good on photos, but the people suck badly)

Thanks for your friendly words on my last journal!!





besides from this :

this goes out to all who speak other languages besides english and german. I want to put many strange sentences in my next drawing.

Please help me with this. Especially cool would be local accents !

I hope I can count on my pals from Indonesia, Bolivia,Korea,France, Netherlands, Norway, Sweden, Finland,Italy and so on.

Just think up something weird and add a english translation for me.

Please weird sentences like :" I think my catfish strangled John Wayne with a plastic onion cigarette" (yeah,um, well.....but you get the general idea)

I'm curious now




Sculptures

Ink painting

More IDs for SVZ

Daily Scrap for SVZ

Also the usual stuff like photos, manips and Panda sigs and in some weeks a really big drawing.




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